::~HLOVATE~aku tulis lagu nie utk GT_i[GreaTroubleMaker_i'm a senior].sbb ada part dlm tu yg mmg aku nak masukkan lagu nie.kalau korang nak layan lagu nie..leh je wat melodi seniri pakai gitar kapok.enjoy!::
~HLOVATE~
You wonder
Is it an angel or yet
Maybe a sweet dream that you can’t forget
So close yet far-fetched
Causing you to float on the line
between reality and fantasy
c/o Haunted the nightmares
Creates the ecstasy
Hlovate~oh poisonous honey
Love and hate
Driving me crazy
The poison ivy of Venus
Killing with venom so sweet
You’re losing your head
Don’t want it yet it keep haunting
Losing yourself in the suffocating mist
c/o
The blind arrows of
Piercing cold ice and
warm melting heart
Tearing me apart
"...saya dalam gelap... ...dan salah siapa kalau saya tak nampak?... ...kenapa orang keliling hanya pandai bising... ...tapi tak pandai menghulur tangan?..."
VERSUS
"....Minn..AO...and the sun.... ....the past vs the present... ...skate and the street...changes and turning points in life.... ...everything is under His will....."
...Ked...Hadiah...Nawal...a lady....a romeo...a skater... .....Florida-Virginia.... ....everything is okay in the end.if it's not okay, then it's not the end....
".....enter the SPM year...aarrrggghhh.... .....budak jenayah bertemu buku dengan rak bukunya.... .....ice vs ice...ferum vs aluminium.... ...Addin Shah vs Benz Alif...."
".....i want to have nothing to do with him..."
"...knowing a Didi and an Addin..."
"...changes of equation... from Addin Shah vs Benz Alif=Didi+Benji..."
5tahun5bulan
".....a Plain Jane's diary.... ....growing up and learnin ain't easy... ...not another mere fuzzy-mushy entries... ...antara Sultan Mansur,Jebat dan Hang Li Po,it's just part of the story...."
cerita nie aku publish atas wish sorang kawan.pasal dia penat tengok aku tulis macam2,tapi baca sorang2 je.so,dia nak aku share.aku pun tak tau la apa yang korang rasa baca cerita nie.actually,GT_i ada trilogy[huhuh...cam LOTR pulak].tapi aku akan publish but by bit.dari GreaTroubleMaker_i,GreaTroubleMaker_i'm a senior,sampai GT_i'm outta teens.enjoy reading btw
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sumer yg aku tulis nie[cerita/cerpen/novel/whatever]actually product dr experience aku,experience kengkawan aku.observation aku,imagination aku.memana yang korang rasa merapu tu...setengah tu betul sebenarnye
~VERSUS~
nie material baru.takder kaitan langsung-langsung la dengan GT_i n whatnot.hikayat alam street.orang pandang stylo coolio.yep,true.memang cool.but comes with a price.kalau nak berubah from what we're used too.then that'll be hell to pay as a manner of speaking.sebab everything dah rasa part of the bone n blood.kebetulan dah halfway thru dengan versus,it was kinda me speakin coz i was kinda ripped from my ol'self too[but cut out all the mush la.that aint me.serious.]untuk versus nie,judgement tepulang pada masing-masing.everybody passed paths along the road of life.there's always be dilemma when it comes to choosing.btw,nie abiskan publish versus[PartI] dulu.then insya Allah GT_i[i'm a senior]<--frankly speaking it aint much but to complete the jigsaw,sorry.jangan letak expectation tinggi2,k.
IS THIS IT
Is this it?
I dunno the cause
The result
Nor the beat
Is it really it?
I dunno how nor when
Up? Low? In the gutter or glen?
Undecoded, mystery air?
Seems like near but not there
Without no cut or tear
All of sudden
The pain is too much to bear
The vain feels like a torturing lair
Is it really, really it?
One second chill the spine
The other, melted under the sunshine
Set tears and laughter on the same line
Possessing such powers that stop the time
Is this it?
He knows
And He will lead
Suaranya mendayu berlagu dari bibir mengalunkan surah an-Nur.Tak tahu kenapa,tapi itu memang surah favourite.Terasa dekat ertinya dengan diri.Sekurang-kurangnya dalam seminggu dua kali dia akan membacakan surah itu bersama tafsir sebelum tidur.Jika tidak mungkin berteman ar-Rahman,as-Sajadah atau al-Mulk.Setakat ini alhamdulillah,boleh cope.Teringat kata-kata Jasmin.All the verses in the Quran are like personal love letters from God to us la.Tak percaya tengok dia punya translation ".If you want to find solace and balm for the sore,the words will heal it straight away.Ayat memujuk macam dalam al-Insyirah and ad-Dhuha.Sooth you anytime.Sweet!"Jasmin dah memeluk bantal.Minn berhenti menarik nafas.Enrolment dah sudah.Masa dengan Along hari tu dah tawaf habis satu universiti.Insya-Allah la tak sesat lepas nie.Kelas pun dah start seminggu.Slang Australian..hmm..pening kepala nak decipher.Good day is today=Good die is to die.Huh!
Ketahuilah sesungguhnya kepunyaan Allahlah apa yang ada di langit dan di bumi.Sesungguhnya Dia mengetahui keadaan yang kamu berada di dalamnya(sekarang).Dan(mengetahui pula) hari (manusia) dikembalikan kepada-Nya,lalu diterangkan-Nya kepada mereka apa yang telah mereka kerjakan.Dan Allah Maha Mengetahui segala sesuatu. [An-Nur:64].Bibirnya mengalun ayat terakhir dengan mata berlari di atas tafsir ayat.Tafsir di tangan ditutup perlahan.
Bagaikan on cue handset di atas katil tiba-tiba berbunyi.
Mata Minn bersinar.Rumah!Rindunya dengan mama,pa,Along dan Che'E...Baru tiga hari lepas Along call.Segera dia bangun dari sejadah ke arah katil.Handset segera dicapai.Telekung tak dibuka.Tafsir Quran yang masih di tangan dibiar tak diletak tepi.Private number terpapar di skrin.Bibirnya mengukir senyum.
Dahi Minn berkerut? "Along?Pa?"Dia merenung handset.Kemudian dibawa kembali ke telinga. "Sakit tekak ke nie?Lainnya suara."
"Mana pulak sakit tekak."
I can sense a smile.Kening Minn berkerut lagi. "Along?"
"Bukan."Suara itu berhenti seketika.
"Sun?"
Terdiam lagi. "AO."
Posted at 04:26 am by hlovate
dhiaqiud February 24, 2009 08:50 AM PST hemm...i dah jumpa jwpn nye..kpd kwn2..kalo susah hati tu, bc la surah al-Insyirah @ alam nasyrah..
mksudnye "Melapangkan"...
dhiaqiud February 24, 2009 08:44 AM PST salam..nak tny..surah al-Insyirah nm len nye ape ek? al-Insaan ker? i cr dlm quran x jumpe surah al-Insyirah tu..
Dj danger! December 27, 2008 10:18 AM PST Mne part pluk2 bunny?! Did i missed any part?!any1, help me, pliz..
... September 1, 2008 06:26 AM PDT cian ao...
tak jurus la minn..
tebak la ao dulu sebelum sun..
hahaha...
baTtaB May 23, 2007 10:25 PM PDT Minn + AO + Lesung Pipit + Lesung Batu + Blander + Bugs Bunny + Mr. Koala= Versus
makin best plak ceta nih...
hugefan April 30, 2006 06:16 PM PDT sayang hlovate!!!
Finalan October 31, 2005 07:06 AM PST ni baca kali baper pon tak ingat ..hehehe..
tetiba teringat nak tanya..mcm mana AO mcm tau jek yg Min duk kepit Bunny time tido..?
hadiah~avid fan March 22, 2005 08:15 AM PST kuat btol jodoh derang nih... tp i have to agree to aie tho, kinda missin addin + benz. :). i adore ur writings, girL. first time baca hidup street adapted into a novel. *tabik*
nurfa March 21, 2005 06:21 AM PST best2..menangis kejap..pastu ketawa..huaaahahah...:D
eita March 21, 2005 04:56 AM PST A song dedicated 2 minn + AO
*singing*
A hundred days have made me older Since the last time that i saw ur pretty face A thousand lies have made me older and i don't think i can look at this the same But all the miles that separate They dissapear now when i'm dreaming of ur face
i'm here without u baby but you still on my lonely mind i think about u baby n i dream about u all the time i'm here without u baby but ur still with me in my dreams n tonight, there's only U N ME...
(siap upah penyanyi tau!)
the perfectionist March 20, 2005 11:17 PM PST (4) mebuatkan langkahnya mati. <<membuatkan.
honeyza March 20, 2005 10:59 PM PST a cinderella with prince charming story..*wink* really touching..
kepok March 20, 2005 06:08 PM PST versus ni ada touch dia yg tersendiri. i like the story from the beginning, n this latest entry full of drama..bravo hlovate!!!
kak ee March 20, 2005 06:06 PM PST yeahhh minn dan AO dah jumpa semula...barulah good mood this week!
zaya March 20, 2005 12:23 PM PST sweet....:D
Nur March 20, 2005 11:57 AM PST yup kak Nur setuju ngan aisyah..entry ni boleh buat hati jadi sejuk sangat!! i wish i'm the bunny!!!! sengih hingga ke telinga..tQ kerana menceriakan hari ku!
aielemocnian March 20, 2005 09:27 AM PST buat kali pertamanya... aku rs episod kl ni mcm menarik... (utk citer versus)... hehehe...
aielemocnian March 20, 2005 09:21 AM PST buat kali pertamanya... aku rs episod kl ni mcm menarik... (utk citer versus)... hehehe...