~hlovate's cerita~

::~HLOVATE~aku tulis lagu nie utk GT_i[GreaTroubleMaker_i'm a senior].sbb ada part dlm tu yg mmg aku nak masukkan lagu nie.kalau korang nak layan lagu nie..leh je wat melodi seniri pakai gitar kapok.enjoy!::
~HLOVATE~


You wonder
Is it an angel or yet
Maybe a sweet dream that you can’t forget
So close yet far-fetched
Causing you to float on the line
between reality and fantasy

c/o Haunted the nightmares
Creates the ecstasy
Hlovate~oh poisonous honey
Love and hate
Driving me crazy

The poison ivy of Venus
Killing with venom so sweet
You’re losing your head
Don’t want it yet it keep haunting
Losing yourself in the suffocating mist

c/o

The blind arrows of
Piercing cold ice and
warm melting heart
Tearing me apart

   

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.:~hlovate's cerita~:.

~hlovate's hikayat~

~hlovatulis~

~hlovatalk~


~FAQs~

~~a moment~~


creep~street symphony

"...antara Fender dan warna-warna...
...antara muzik jalanan dan jalan cari Tuhan...
...ini cerita orang-orang itu...
....ini cerita masa lalu..."
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rooftop rant

"...lontarkan...
...kalau tidak ia meracun...
...kongsikan...
....walau hanya pada awan-awan..."


anthem

"...saya dalam gelap...
...dan salah siapa kalau saya tak nampak?...
...kenapa orang keliling hanya pandai bising...
...tapi tak pandai menghulur tangan?..."


VERSUS
"....Minn..AO...and the sun....
....the past vs the present...
...skate and the street...changes and turning points in life....
...everything is under His will....."

versus[PartI]
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versus[PartII]
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versus[PartIII]
|1|2|3|4|5|6|7|8|9|10|11|12|13|14|15|finale|


Ked's Story
|1|2|3|4|5|6|7|8|9|
10|11|12|13|14|15|16|17|finale|
...Ked...Hadiah...Nawal...a lady....a romeo...a skater...
.....Florida-Virginia....
....everything is okay in the end.if it's not okay, then it's not the end....

GT_i~Trilogy

GreaTroubleMaker_i
|1|2|3|4|5|6|7|8|9|10|11|finale~i|
"....heyday of the honeymoon year...
...Form4,Kolej Tunas...
....Addin and the GT_i....."

GreaTroubleMaker[i'm a senior]
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".....enter the SPM year...aarrrggghhh....
.....budak jenayah bertemu buku dengan rak bukunya....
.....ice vs ice...ferum vs aluminium....
...Addin Shah vs Benz Alif...."

GT_i[i'm outta teens]PartI
|1|2|3|4|5|6|7|8|9|end|

GT_i[i'm outta teens]PartII
|1|2|3|4|5|6|7|8|9|end|

GT_i[i'm outta teens]PartIII
|1|2|3|4|5|6|7|8|9|10|end|

GT_i[i'm outta teens]PartIV
|1|2|3|4|5|6|finale|

GT_i[V]
|prologue|1|2|3|4|5|6|7|8|
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".....i want to have nothing to do with him..."
"...knowing a Didi and an Addin..."
"...changes of equation...
from Addin Shah vs Benz Alif=Didi+Benji..."


5tahun5bulan
".....a Plain Jane's diary....
....growing up and learnin ain't easy...
...not another mere fuzzy-mushy entries...
...antara Sultan Mansur,Jebat dan Hang Li Po,it's just part of the story...."

5tahun5bulan[PartI]
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5tahun5bulan[PartII]
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5tahun5bulan[PartIII]
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|11||12||13i||13ii||14||finale|
Schubert's Serenade

"...kasih sayang...
...ada di mana-mana...
...untuk semua...
....untuk sesiapa je yang mencari..."
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|8i||8ii||9||9||10||11||finale| .:
cerita nie aku publish atas wish sorang kawan.pasal dia penat tengok aku tulis macam2,tapi baca sorang2 je.so,dia nak aku share.aku pun tak tau la apa yang korang rasa baca cerita nie.actually,GT_i ada trilogy[huhuh...cam LOTR pulak].tapi aku akan publish but by bit.dari GreaTroubleMaker_i,GreaTroubleMaker_i'm a senior,sampai GT_i'm outta teens.enjoy reading btw
:.

sumer yg aku tulis nie[cerita/cerpen/novel/whatever]actually product dr experience aku,experience kengkawan aku.observation aku,imagination aku.memana yang korang rasa merapu tu...setengah tu betul sebenarnye

~VERSUS~

nie material baru.takder kaitan langsung-langsung la dengan GT_i n whatnot.hikayat alam street.orang pandang stylo coolio.yep,true.memang cool.but comes with a price.kalau nak berubah from what we're used too.then that'll be hell to pay as a manner of speaking.sebab everything dah rasa part of the bone n blood.kebetulan dah halfway thru dengan versus,it was kinda me speakin coz i was kinda ripped from my ol'self too[but cut out all the mush la.that aint me.serious.]untuk versus nie,judgement tepulang pada masing-masing.everybody passed paths along the road of life.there's always be dilemma when it comes to choosing.btw,nie abiskan publish versus[PartI] dulu.then insya Allah GT_i[i'm a senior]<--frankly speaking it aint much but to complete the jigsaw,sorry.jangan letak expectation tinggi2,k.

IS THIS IT

Is this it?
I dunno the cause
The result
Nor the beat
Is it really it?
I dunno how nor when
Up? Low? In the gutter or glen?
Undecoded, mystery air?
Seems like near but not there
Without no cut or tear
All of sudden
The pain is too much to bear
The vain feels like a torturing lair
Is it really, really it?
One second chill the spine
The other, melted under the sunshine
Set tears and laughter on the same line
Possessing such powers that stop the time
Is this it?
He knows
And He will lead

.:hlovate:.
.:escapee:.



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Sunday, March 20, 2005
versus[PartIII]~Episode2

             "There're not many students from Malaysia here.Couple of them here and there."Judith senyum mesra sambil membawa mereka ke arah hall kediaman. "The hall here gives you more privacy than others."Mereka berhenti di hadapan sebuah pintu.Kunci di tangannya dicucuk ke dalam tombol.Pintu dibuka dan dia melangkah masuk. "The unit has its own kitchenette and bathroom.In other halls,it's communal."

                "And it costs one hell of a pay too."Ked Flop memerhati keliling.

                Judith ketawa. "Better pay hell than fighting over the shower."

                "Right."Ked Flop mengukir sengih.

               

                Mata Minn menyapu seluruh isi bilik.Memang selesa.Queen size bed di sebelah build-in wardrobe. Kemudian di sebelah katil pula meja study dan overhead book rack.Bertentang dengan katil pula unit kitchenette.Fridge di hujung bilik.

                "You've a TV, Angah...Not half bad."Pandangan Ked Flop jatuh pada tube di sudut bilik. "Maybe kena beli player je la kalau nak tengok Kuch Kuch Hota Hai."

                Minn buat muka. "Apa kelas Kuch Kuch."

                "Helleh...Belum rasa sendiri belum tau.Duduk overseas nie kalau selama nie tak pernah tengok cerita Melayu pun boleh kemaruk nak tengok Drama Swasta,tau."

                Pecah ketawanya tanpa dipaksa. "Masalah negara tu kalau Along pun layan Drama Swasta."

                "Along berjiwa Malaysia."

                "Hilang skru."

                Ked Flop hanya jungkit bahu. "Start unpack la,Angah.Along tolong mana yang boleh sementara Along ada kat sini.Nanti kita lunch.Cari mana-mana halal eatery.Lepas tu kena tawaf uni lagi."Dia berjalan ke meja studi. "Masalah kalau kena datang sendiri-sendiri.Shuttle bas kena cari sendiri.Sponsor dengan uni buat bodoh je."Ked merungut sendiri. "Rasa macam Along pun kena masuk Macquarie je tadi.Best je pak cik shuttle tu tulis nama Along sekali.Macquarie student-Minn and Khalid."Dia mencebik. "Patut tulis Macquarie student;Minn and her baby sitter;Khalid."

                "Along yang book shuttle tu."Minn menjulingkan mata. "Dan Along yang kata dua-dua student kat shuttle service tu."

                "Pasal diorang tu banyak tanya,banyak songeh.Penat je."Envelope berisi maklumat orientasi dibuka. "Unpack la cepat."

                "Alright."Minn menarik luggage ke tengah bilik. "Diorang ada bagi map dalam enrolment kit kan?"

                "Yes."Ked Flop meneliti helaian kertas di tangannya.Matanya diangkat bila melihat Minn meletakkan frame metal di atas meja study. "Frame baru?"

                "Sun bagi."

                Kening Ked Flop terangkat.

                 "Sun,Miju,Fudge,and the rest of the clan."Tenang Minn bersuara sambil terus memunggah barang. "Kan Angah keluar dengan diorang hari tu."

                "I know."Namun nada suara Ked Flop seolah memberi makna lain.

                "Along,we're friends,okay.Dead well you should know that by now."

                "Dead well I know,unless there's something that has been stashed away."Helaian kertas di tangan diletak di atas meja. "Wonder why all these time I haven't heard a thing about Ashraff."Gumamnya rendah namun mencecah telinga Minn. "A year?"Hujung matanya menjeling wajah si adik.

                Tangan yang menarik keluar  lipatan selendang terhenti seketika. "He has his own life too.What do you expect?"Off-handed Minn bersuara.Helaian-helaian selendang berlipat dibawa ke wardrobe.

                "Too quiet I would say."

                Minn hanya ketawa.Tawar. "C'mon la,Along.Who am I to him la."

                "And who is he to you?"

                "A friend.Like Sun"Selendang diletak di rak atas.Minn kembali melangkah ke arah luggage yang terbuka.Dia menarik keluar sedozen hanger berikat.

               

                "Holla!"

                "Hi."Minn menarik senyum segaris.Kerusi ditariknya di sebelah Gina.

                Miju menongkat kedua belah dagu merenung Minn. "I really miss you la,baby."

                "Cut it out."Minn menjulingkan mata.

                "Hey...I'm the birthday boy.I should have my say."Miju mencebik. "Fudge,Sun.Backup!"

                Fudge sekadar tersengih. "Kot ye pun pada-pada la.Runtuh level atas Kenny nie nanti."

                "Nasib baik you datang,Minn."Gina menjeling mengusik ke arah Miju. "Kalau tak..."

                Kening Minn terangkat. "Apa?"

                "Dia nak buat birthday party dia kat rumah you je."Rage yang menyambung."Gila agaknya. Kamcing tak kamcing kau dengan Ked silap-silap kena libas dengan tailspin dia sedas."

                Pecah ketawa.

                "Kenapa tak ajak semua."Pandangan Minn menebar sekeliling meja.10 orang je?

                "Kopak la aku macam tu..."Miju sengih. "Ala...nie clan seusia seangkatan."

                "Maut skema punya bahasa."Fudge dah mengadah siling. "Seusia seangkatan...Gila!"

                "Cepat la start.Aku nie karang ada appoinment nie."Sun yang dari tadi senyap tiba-tiba bersuara.

                Miju mengangkat kedua belah tangan. "Oh man...Sori-sori.Okay people,dig in."

                "How's the ankle?"A-Cid mencapai pisau dan garpu.

                Kening Minn terangkat. "What ankle?"Wajah A-Cid dan Sun di hadapannya dipandang silih berganti.Garpunya yang dibenam ke dalam fruit salad terhenti.

                "Sprained."Sun menjawab off-handed.Gelas air dibawa ke bibir.

                Yang lain senyap.Dengan hujung mata dapat dilihat Fudge,Miju,dan Rage berbalas pandang.Hati Minn mula berbicara sendiri.Sprained?

               

                Langkah mereka sama beriringan menuju ke tempat parking.

                "What did you mean by sprained?"Tiba-tiba Minn bersuara.

                Wajah gadis di sebelahnya dipanjang dengan hujung mata."Fractured.Torn ligament or whatever." Sun menjawab malas.

                "Sounds serious."

                "At least my ribcage is still intact."

                Minn senyum tawar.Tangan kanannya menyeluk saku jeans mencari kunci kereta.Langkah mereka terhenti di depan dua kereta bersebelahan itu.

                "Y'know what..."

                Minn mengangkat wajah.

                "It's kinda great to see you like this."

                Kening Minn terangkat sebelah.Skeptic.

                "Changing for good is not a sin."Senyum di bibir Sun ikhlas. "Though it'll cost you blood and tears for a start.I'm glad on your behalf."

                "Thank you."Tak tahu apa lagi yang patut diucap.

                "You perempuan yang baik."Sun menekan remote kereta. "I hope fate fares you well."

                "Faring me well,yes,very much alhamdulillah."Wajah AO yang menerpa ingatan ditepisnya jauh.

                Sun ketawa kecil tiba-tiba. "I teringat one quote from Ol'Joe masa tengah gruel buat trick.You'll never reach perfection because there's always room for improvement.Yet all the way to perfection you'll learn to get better."Dia memutar kunci di jari. "Applicable in life."

                "Wonder why would people would go for perfection if it's impossible."

                Minn dipandangnya.Sedikit terkejut. "Ain't it nothing but the obvious?Self satisfaction of course.If you do it to please everybody but yourself,what's the point?"

                "Point taken."Minn turut menekan remote. "So,you straight jumpa doc la nie."

                "Yes."

                "Right.I balik dulu."

                "See you around."

                "Insya Allah."


                 Dan itu bukan pertemuan mereka yang terakhir


Posted at 01:49 am by hlovate

piao
April 5, 2009   07:20 AM PDT
 
azaren!!i nk tny u ckit!!
ader kew buku cter versus skunk nie??
klu bleh,i nk bleh n lgi stu sbrnyer diorang nie mags 7 ka??sbb i tgk ader A-Cid...
atifah
December 11, 2008   11:30 AM PST
 
sgguh la azaren ni tliti each words yg hlovate wrote:)mghayati ka?
miz annyss
September 16, 2008   11:40 PM PDT
 
nama sbnr ked flop = khalid. ait?
nan@h
March 8, 2008   02:24 AM PST
 
nama sbnar ked flop pe ek??
azaren
March 20, 2005   08:51 PM PST
 
(1)build in=built-in (2)studi=study (3)too quite=too quiet
 

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